Dance with the Devil

So. Let's see if I can actually keep up with a blog, I love to write and talk but sitting down and actually do that has given me trouble in the past. But I have drawn inspiration from a one Ms. Meagan Gibson to write down my thoughts to share. 

Let's start on a down note...I know...I've been quite hard on myself for the past few weeks. To fat, ugly, not a good enough friend, boys...(let's not get started)...all the things that most girls think about. Only, I haven't thought about those kinds of things in regards to myself in quite some time. I was praying about the situation because it's super draining being hard on yourself all the time and God brought my thoughts back to a conversation I had on a car ride home from small group. I declared that I Love God and I know He puts things in my head to think and guides me on the right direction (if I listen) but I don't think the the devil can actually put thoughts in your head. 

WHAT!?!?! 

seriously, I thought this and I got a swift kick in the butt from God telling me why would I ever think that he wouldn't put thoughts in my head. I then realized that most of my depressions and evil thoughts have started with one small thought and evolved into something huge! Well, I've thus decided to try my absolute hardest to stop these thoughts, ha, easier said then done right. Let's just say I'm going to be watching what I saw, or what I think, for the time being. Guarding my thoughts from my own personal evil inside my head praying that God will guard it.