Funk a lious

I'm in a bit of a funk. Maybe since Sunday, or Saturday night...I'm not sure what's wrong and what caused it. I just miss my past life...but I know I'm happy with everything going on right now but I just miss back east and all my old friends. They put up pictures and I get so jealous. I hear news, like big news that I should hear via the phone, through facebook. Maybe I'm just realizing that i really cut myself off to my friends from the past. i know i've changed, and some realtionships have changed and can never (and i never want them) to be mended but there were a lot of people that i LOVED and had a fabulous time with and just geniouenly miss that I stopped talking to. now i'm feeling the heat of it. sometimes i feel like i put all my eggs in one basket when it comes to groups of friends, and that people may not always like me and are being fake. see what i mean about a funk...getting nervous about friends...somedays i feel oh so grownup and then there are these day's where i feel i should be sitting in the commons of RBR having a cinnamon muffin moaning and groaning in between high school classes. 

i don't know what to do.